Tuesday, July 17, 2007

WIP! WTF?

My stomach already has butterflies just thinking about it.

Anyone who knows me, knows my fear of public speaking... deep-rooted, overwhelming, sweaty-palmed, knock-kneed fear... and they know that I'm freaking out right now.

The range of emotions of being asked to speak somewhere is complex: flattery, excitement, dread, fear, relief.

The Women in Photojournalism conference is exactly one month away -- and I've officially entered into dread. I feel so inadequate these days and so uninspired. And I'm struggling with the why of it all.

Why me?

Why now?

Why do I feel like I have nothing to contribute to the world?

Why do I do this to myself?

No comments:

Post a Comment