Monday, October 6, 2008

A Leap of Faith

Of solitude and surviving, both I do well. If it weren't for the depression I'd be fairly normal. Instead I see the scars, like deep crevices -- on the mind, body and heart. They run deep and wide. Some days I feel a bit like Evel Knievel -- only not as old as old Bob -- donning a helmet and crash suit. Confident I can make the great leap from one side to the other. So I take a deep breath and jump. And like Evel, I find myself on the ground... crashing and burning. Minor scars chalked up to trying. One day hoping to succeed and walk away, arms rised in a "V." Unscathed and happy.

2 comments:

  1. M,

    sorry you feel low. coping with depression is so tough. i hope whatever is happening passes soon. but good grief, the derby pictures and the rodeo pictures are so strong. really, really strong. maybe all those scars are what makes up your vision. thanks for posting so many of them. keep fighting for them.

    vic

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  2. thinking about you ms. m. and for the record, you have had amazing victories along the way. don't get it twisted. see you thursday, i hope...

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